Friendship is something between two or more people who can trust each other and that will never turn their back on each other no matter what. ...no matter what. No matter what decisions the other decides to make, no matter what trivial obstacles might hinder that friendship. No. Matter. What. But, apparently -and quite unfortunately- "no matter what" doesnt apply to Jay. So. why continue to make the effort when it will just be thrown back in your face.. again and again? As for now, ill be here. taking everything. all the jokes that, "in all honesty", aren't meant to be personal... but either way, they send a message, one that hurts too. You can get back to me when you decide to grow up and have a conversation that doesn't consist of "jokes" that imply what you're actually thinking. | 
... that looks like my belt, and my purse, and something i would do.